Wednesday, April 22, 2009

OMG are weekly tornado drill is going off out side lol what should i do!!! my dog is freaking out cause he is outside playing its kinda funny lol. if i wanted to get up i would take a picture but I'm not feeling it lol. so my baby shower is coming up and Lizzy is due is 6 weeks!! i still have not talk to roger for a little bit and I'm not liking it!!! I'm just gonna go on and on on this one because i don't have much to say but everybody is at work right now so no one to talk to so i thought i would just put what I'm thinking down. which could take a while cause my brain goes in about 345345 directions. i need to go get some make up and hair things cause i just want too. i want to change how i do my make up but I'm not sure how and i cant wait for my hair to get longer so i can cut it and dye it after Lizzy is born. its so beautiful outside right now i really should be out there. but me n Lizzy just want to sit and stair at the computer.!! carol i miss you lol i really want my noodles and veggies!!! i still have not got them in the mail. well everything on this side is good. Lizzy is growing fast and kicking still like crazy so it makes me happy to know she is doing good. just wish her dad should feel it. I'm gonna go hope in the shower literally!!!!

Monday, April 20, 2009

not a good day

today is a really sucky day. I'm so tired i have 6 weeks left till Lizzy is due and I'm trying to get everything together but its not working cause I'm to tired and i miss my husband :( its not a good thing being pregnant and having your husband deployed. i cant wait to have her i wish roger was here to see her for the 1st time i think that is the thing that is really bothering me the most. watching the baby story's on TV and seeing all the husbands with there wife's. gets me every time. but i know i need to make sacrifices and this is the biggest one i will ever make. cause i need him here with me. the price i pay for marring a marine lol. i love him and i wouldn't change anything if i had the chance too don't get me wrong. just very stressed. i miss my best friend. she always says the right thing. just need her right now. :( i think my whole body is gonna need working on when i have Lizzy cause i think I'm huge!!! my arms and thighs are gross and kinda my face is getting huge i think. i would do anything for my baby though. well I'm gonna go read some baby book advice...
miss you baby